It's almost one month since the last time I wrote here in my blogspot. I was consumed by great depression for the past few months not knowing how to handle it. A proper clinical consultation suffice but somehow it was never made into consideration. I finally came to realize how stupid I was falling in love to a wrong girl. I'm not the kind of person who easily falls in love so fast. Trust me. I just can't believe it happened to me. I allowed myself to believe in love, when all along I was just an option. I guess, she's the lesson I needed to learn.
Love got me in it's highest of high and it's lowest of low. I now got the courage to face the fact that sometimes you will not get everything you really wanted. I guess this is what they call being a grown-up. Being responsible for yourself and your own actions. I will always keep an open mind as I take one step at a time.
I'm now going out (again), religiously going to the gym and finally found the passion again for cooking (which is a good sign). Below is a picture of my friends. We went out to a bar near my hometown just trying to enjoy each others company and not minding the stress of our job. Being surrounded with great friends also helped me to survive depression. I can only think of one thing that is greater than happiness and that is helping others to be happy as well.
But at the end of day, I'm still hoping to find someone who I can be with for the rest of my life. For no particular reason, I found myself smiling again.
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